CHAPTER 1

LIFE WITH LOLIAD RA KAHN

To date, the books I have written in conjunction with my Cosmic Teacher, Loliad Ra Kahn, have dealt with objective metaphysics. In this narrative we propose to discuss some of the more personal aspects of our relationship, to allay any possible fear that total submersion back into the sea of life might cause loss of personality.

Quite the reverse is true; when we become citizens of the Upper Kingdom
our consciousness is amplified. The gods have come to dwell among
mortals and to co-habit with them. In the finite world I am Winifred, in
the amplified world I am Sasoleah.

My extended Cosmic education included romance. Can two beings from
different worlds conjoin? Can a finite Earth Woman live happily with an
infinite Cosmic Lover? Here is a chance to find out for yourself.

My cosmic lover was very tangible when he needed to be. But he taught me
to feel equally comfortable whether he was wearing a body or not. It was
the same with our son Thoth; he was a child of two worlds. I could feel
his mind's eye taking over my brain from time to time drinking in all the
earth knowledge for his encyclopaedic mind.

RA KAHN means SUN KING. Sun Masters are the builders of matter. They
reflect the masculine power of the Cosmos. They transmute the vital life
bearing universal force of evolution from the Upper Kingdom into the
Lower Kingdom.

Loliad said "I am all around you but you cannot see me with your
physical eyes. But you will learn to see me with your mind's eye, and in
so doing we will help to open the MIND'S EYE OF THE WHOLE WORLD."
When he returned to Earth in 1963, it was as if he put an invisible bubble
around our house at 3045 Otterson Drive, in Ottawa. Shortly after we
moved in, we noticed that a bright spotlight would shine onto the front
lawn right outside our living room window. To further draw our attention
to this phenomena our car battery would go dead at the same time, as if
they were teaching us that there were connecting threads in this
light-energy drain phenomena.

By now the near death experience of 1927 was the far removed from
my conscious mind. I was an upwardly mobile yuppy living in a smart
neighbourhood peddling away at getting ahead in life and raising four
sons, with little interest in continuing my cosmic education. Then my
husband Ernest began to experience trance-states when RA KAHN
spoke through him directly, and drew extensive illustrative graphics.

RA KAHN said that he was from a higher dimension where only purity and
love could enter. This protection was added after the awesome calamity
of the first Atlantis when science without ethics went too far into the
realms of black light. He used the word "Metaphysics" to describe what
we would be doing, saying that this art-science is how fundamental
spiritual knowledge can be converged into scientific thought and so save
Earth from the violent destructive forces that had ruled the planet
since the dawn of the Patriarchal Era.

"Metaphysics is how man can develop our latent faculties and learn to
use 100% of his IQ rather than the narrow 10% which represents "The
House of Bondage." In our writing collaborations, we made a series of
correlations and correspondences from the original crystal of Atlantis,
(Circuit 11.8) which were fed into its modern counterpart, the COSMIC
CUBE, or regenerated CRYSTAL OF ATLANTIS. This crystal, like all
crystals, grows on the principle of magnetic attraction to the Universal
Monopole of Light which cuts through all dimensions.

Loliad explained that I was both his "Black Slave" and his "Queen" at
the same time, for matter (or the "carbon unit" as he used to call it)
is the servant of spirit. This aspect became clear when I mastered the
Egyptian (Atlantean?) Tarot which follows the Sephorithic path to the
horizon event and understanding of THE ONE ABSOLUTE on the earth
plane of Assiah.

The word ABSOLUTE describes ultimate reality as an all-inclusive whole.
It is both the source of value and the sum total of all that exists on
the physical, mental, and spiritual planes. The absolute is
self-sufficient and unconditional; The Universal Artist and Architect;
that to which all else is relative. It can only be can be seen through
the eye of beauty and understood as it is manifested in personal
experience.

RA KAHN said here was here to teach Applied Metaphysics from A - Z. The
path from A-Y is relatively easy. But it is the jump from Y - Z that
counts. "Z" - Zarg Awake (Circuit 5.12) is the Universal Event. To this
end we built a FUSION TEMPLE on 1400 acres of land at Coe Hill, Ontario,
which would allow light waves to repeat themselves by the use of light
mirrors at zero curvature. We lived together during the final ten years
of our preparation-illumination cycle on a semi physical/semi etheric
plane in a house called "The Point" which sat atop a seven tier cliff.

This rural property was far from street lighting and the night sky view
was magnificent. We would sometimes stand out on the balcony overlooking
the lake, and Loliad would communicate with the Pleiades, which was just
across the lake. It took me a while to realize he could shrink or expand
the universe at will.

Loliad would look at the stars and say "We waited 2000 years for you to
be born" and tell me how our lives had been in the past. In retrospect I
saw that we had planned all this before I was born. RA KAHN crowned my
lifetime of growing psychic experiences with a UFO abduction on
September 27, 1973, in the Lester B. Pearson Peace Park, on Highway #7,
Ontario.

Loliad came back into my life in 1963 just as our family had moved to
Ottawa, and found a home whose description tallied with our "dream
home." It was exactly like the picture I always had at the back of my
mind. As a family unit we were almost stoic in temperament, confirmed
homebodies who enjoyed walking the dog in the woods, gardening, dozing
in the sun, and all of life's quieter pleasures. We had every intention
of growing our own fruit and vegetables, experimenting with new compost
mixtures, pottering, engaging in all kinds of "Do it Yourself" projects.
Yes, ours was to be a very cosy rut, with as little exertion as possible
either physically or mentally.

Imagine my surprise when one evening as we were still settling into our
new home, my dear practical husband came up from his basement workshop
with a coloured portrait in his hand. "Where did that come from?" I
asked. "I drew it," Ernest replied. "I was just sitting at my workbench
when all of a sudden I saw this face appear on a sheet of paper so I
took some crayons and traced it."

At this point he shook his head in a slightly dazed manner, unable to
believe his own words. The face in the picture had a strange
familiarity about it. Then finally my whirling senses were hit with
recognition; it was the face of the Ringmaster at the Circus who I had
met when I was four years old!

This was just the beginning. There was a sense of presence. Within the
next few days Ernest began acting strangely, breaking off in the middle
of sentences and staring straight ahead. One evening he broke off in
the middle of a normal sentence and began speaking in a foreign tongue,
with vocal tones quite different to his normal voice range.

At times I had almost doubted my own sanity as strange thought patterns
vied with my normal thinking for expression in words.
The tones Ernest was now using echoed in my mind, the in the distinctly
familiar tones of the Ringmaster, who, through Ernest, now introduced
himself as Loliad-Ra-Kahn. He proceeded to explain certain matters which
seemed more befitting to science-fiction than to reality.

Loliad told me not to be afraid, nor to resist when he transmitted
thoughts directly into my mind, but to test these for logic and reason.
He also explained that some of his thought transmissions would be in
pictorial form, in the form of odour, tactile sensations, or even
audible.

Over the next few weeks all this came to pass. Ernest no longer sat
still and stationary while "possessed" by Loliad, but could walk around
and enjoy the garden, and walks in the woods. Sometimes Loliad would
appear in the room while Ernest and I sat talking, to be greeted like a
member of the family - and so he was. Ernest, intrigued by what was
happening, was quite happy to continue in his role of host, for Loliad
paid for the use of Ernest's body by presenting him with a range of new
skills quite foreign to Ernest. There would be times, for example, when
Ernest (who was 57 at the time) could pick me up and toss me around like
a ball of thistledown (all 150 lbs). Then Loliad designed and helped
build a sunken rock garden, helping Ernest to carry literally tons of
rock from far-flung regions. One rock dropped on Ernest's foot and two
days later in his bath, we witnessed an amazing phenomena of hardened
skin shell, nails and all, in the exact shape of Ernest's forefoot slide
off leaving a new pink foot underneath with perfectly formed nails.

Daily events for the next six months were so staggering to the
imagination as to completely defy description. Nightly lessons in
cosmic consciousness were instituted. During this time, I wrote The
Inner Power, witnessing, hearing, smelling and actually being present in
every way at the formation of the universe, and the rise of
homo sapiens. Applicable scenes from the whole of human history
assailed my wandering gaze as this book unfolded. We visited other
planets in this quest and many places on the earth plane, but never for
mere entertainment - always in our search for Truth.

Then one day it struck me, "TRUTH was the prize that I won in the horse
race at the circus in 1927." I had forgotten the prize, which was a
symbol of the external show of victory. The real victory was a secret,
perceived but dimly, and locked tightly within the deepest recesses of
mind.

Recalling the race, I could see that the four-year-old girl had not yet
developed the normal adult mental blocks towards learning something
different and a lively will to win had prevailed. Once she had taken
the first faltering step forward and whispered "I'll try," the mortal
and immortal components came to grips with reality and the final outcome
was assured.

In life's arena there are millions of observers, sitting securely back
in the stands, applauding, criticizing the action, munching their
popcorn and sipping their beer. Struggling in the ring are the
participants - those who become involved, laymen and specialists in the
various fields of politics, art, humanities, philosophy, physics,
theology, keen and eager but unable to see very far beyond their own
scope of endeavour. All it takes to succeed is to get in there and get
involved. Never mind how you look, how limited your talents, how
inadequate your equipment. Get a grip on life and plunge foreword as
best you can. Face obstacles dead on and don't be side-tracked by easier
looking methods.

All this I had known when walking quietly away from the stormy victory
scene at the arena. But I didn't appreciate the symbol. What had
happened was, the Ringmaster had beckoned me forward and, taking the
heavy metal cross from about my neck, a symbol of faith I had always
worn, had simply broken off the top portion to leave a capital "T."

Now, thirty-four years later, as the true significance of the victory
dawned, I heard a warm chuckle over the thought waves as Loliad spoke,
"Yes, it is true. You have seen truth, have witnessed the formation of
the universe, the evolution of your species. You have been given the
key to solving every problem besetting earthlings. Did you really think
you could settle down in security's vale, a nice quiet backwater of
life, and let the world take care of its own problems while you sniffed
the daisies? Ha ha..."

We are in the business of regenerating Earth and you are best suited to
handle it. Let us image GOD THE ARTIST and BUSINESSMAN. For Genesis I is
like a living work of art, leading to planetary fruition in Genesis II,
which is designed to be meticulous in every detail.

Will is the Artists Carving Knife; imagination is THE CREATRIX.
It is said that "In My Fathers House are many mansions." All Offspring
of THE GREAT ARCHITECT are required to take basic MANSION ARCHITECTURE in the Elementary school for Elohim. For this teaches how to fashion the interior design of their Eternal Star Ship.

GOD ENERGY gives man/woman the POWER to mould free will into any
Universe he/she pleases. Mother Nature supplies the materials and the
playsuit to build it with. What glorious REALITY!

We have the free will to build The New Earth Era. By Universal Law we
can all get rich, but only in a WIN WIN WIN SYSTEM in which everybody
WINs. CELLULAR GOD wins: CELLULAR GODDESS NATURE wins:
and We Personally Win.

Father God's share, for example goes to PLANETARY JUSTICE and the
ESTABLISHMENT OF PEACEFUL LAW AND ORDER. The True Male Role.

Mother God's share goes to NURTURING EVERY MOLECULE OF GAIA adoring her -- teaching husbandry and being Gaia-lovers. The True Feminine role.

With our own share we can play around we will depending on the tempo of
Holy Spirit dancing within. Those who understand this win-win formula
have found the Middle Kingdom and live as Galactic Human Beings
(biomutants) who can lead their human brethren down to BEDROCK REALITY
to deal with BED ROCK ISSUES... via Truth, Non Violence, Biological
Anarchy, and Yin-Yang harmonics.

At the end of time all that was hidden is revealed, as pure liquid
superstrings of intelligence converge in Divine Love. This is how a
Cosmic Master and an Earth Woman became lovers.